The Way of Confusion - Golgotha

Here I am

Close to the road

Always

I’ve been

Searching for

But I don’t dare

To come in

I’m invaded by the dark thoughts

I’m invaded by the irrational doubts

And I think I see

The vapour

It makes me think

And I think I dissapear

And I don’t understand this

Out of control state

Only you can save me

Make me see through this fog

Keep fighting for me

I’m fragile and I’m breaking myself

Now I’m sad

And my emptiness is fool of

Sterile solutions

I’m thinking about

The pain

That I suffer

And I don’t know

What is waiting

For me

If I’m taking

The step…

The first step

My mind in blank

Is

Is looking

For help

My mind in blank

Shocks against

Your

Your agony

Your agony

I feel you fight for me

Your incomprehension and my

Doubt is growing up

A thousand knives are falling

From my eyes

From my impotence

And come to me

Reflections

Of good

Memories

From when the road

Was formed

And I feel

I feel dying

Only you can save me

Make me see through this fog

Keep fighting for me

I’m fragile and I’m breaking myself

Show me what

I don’t know

Show me to love

To follow the way

Make my doubts

Dissapear

It’s all

I’m asking

For in

That way

I’ll start my

Pilgrimage

And my waited happiness will be done