Wherever U Are - Lil Happy Lil Sad

So many times I’m reminiscing bout the story we share

What you saw in me lil baby I just can’t understand

You were the beauty I’m the beast we stayed up long nights and laughed

Watching movies talking life we had soda and snacks

We knew each other so well could read your mind like a book

Sometimes I wanna take it back reclaim the time that it took

Cause my mistakes would hurt so bad so many times your head shook

And now when nightime come around I still remember th look

That u gave me

Everytim I fucked up

Like u hate me

And u were all given up

I’d say stay with me

And we knew love kept us stuck

We were all out of luck

Young and broken like us

Time passes life goes on and I’m just living to learn

So many fuck ups in the past so many times I have hurt

I used to feel so hated but I used to be loved

Surrounded by my darkness all the light was unheard

Breaking us apart left a scar in my heart

Swore to never show it but forgetting you was hard

Wrote to you in songs knew one day I’d make it far

My heart will always search for you wherever you are

It struck like lightning from a clear sky when I realized it’s over

It had been a couple months since you last saw me sober

I’m happy now your bravery convinced you to leave

Cause I’ve been cleaning up my act becoming better ever since

I have so many thanks to give you for the years that we spent

Thanking god for the guidance down the path that we went

And I’ll never forget, from the moment we met

You showed me life could be something more than pain and regrets

Now we don’t talk any longer

And it’s been a couple years

I jus can’t help but wonder

What it’d be like to have you here

Time passes life goes on and I’m just living to learn

So many fuck ups in the past so many times I have hurt

I used to feel so hated but I used to be loved

Surrounded by my darkness all the light was unheard

Breaking us apart left a scar in my heart

Swore to never show it but forgetting you was hard

Wrote to you in songs knew one day I’d make it far

My heart will always search for you wherever you are

Time passes life goes on and I’m just living to learn

So many fuck ups in the past so many times I have hurt

I used to feel so hated but I used to be loved

Surrounded by my darkness all the light was unheard

Breaking us apart left a scar in my heart

Swore to never show it but forgetting you was hard

Wrote to you in songs knew one day I’d make it far

My heart will always search for you wherever you are