Mythomania - Nailed To Obscurity

My mind, my emotions, my whole being

Disturbed reflections

The agitated black surface conceals the truth

The sole thing I see

Is the beclouded contour of something that has been

Becoming the pariah of a world full of mythomaniacs

Lying to myself, lying to my so-called «friends»

And listen to lies over and over again

Without respite

I became a shadow of my former self

A stranger to the light

A stranger to my life

My burning desire is to escape

How can a system built on lies form such a strong foundation?

Many end in depression but no one answers to their prayers

Nobody cares — Nobody dares to face the truth

Mythomania — Symptom of a sickened world

No longer will I accept this chimera as a basis for my life

I want to live again — I want to be free once again

I was born free and

Ended up as a serf

A serf to falsehood

Habitual liar

Where is the naivety

I once had as a child

When my desire for esteem

Pulled the rug out from under me?

Decay of my system

Foundation gets lost

A fragile construction

Will never persist

Now I am the pariah — A stranger to your life

Breaking the habit — Yearning for the light

Foreign in a dying world

I’m the antimessiah

Prior to spend time

In building a life

Based on true dedication

I followed judas' way

I kept the distance

As long as I could

This shell of dishonesty

Will mask myself no more

I’m caught in mythomania — More than just dystopia

How can I escape from this grim, false and devious place?

Turn back the wheel — The wheel of time

Return to the age

Where it once began!