Void of All Emotion - Tvbuu

I can slowly feel the darkness that surrounds me

Bullet in my body deep into the ground like the water

It drowns me

Saying the devil that I have rejected they ready to crown me

Bound me

To all of my sinning I think they have found me

Arouse me

Lately I just wanna taste the steel

I’m feeling depressed and I just wanna know inside how dying feels

Yeah is this real?

And I just be feeling like I am inside of an illusion

I stare at myself inside of this mirror like

WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?

And time isn’t moving

I’m feeling like I’m losing myself and I’m floating outside of my body

Anxiety got me

I’m sitting inside of my bed and I’m itching and wishing to stop me

Standing on top of me

I hope they don’t drop me

Watching me falling right down from the sky

Maybe if I didn’t have all the things that have taken me

Surely I’ve probably fly

So lately I

Feeling myself get tired of relationships

I close my eyes

And I’m getting so tired of faking shit

I don’t know why

Why the fuck I just don’t replace this bitch

I hold my pride

And I hope to god that I’m making it