My Gift & My Curse - Blood On The Dance Floor

Today I died, and I’m up in heaven

Looking down on the world,

Archangel number seven

I was sent to earth with a mission to complete

My memories remain bitter sweet.

Messenger with a double duty burst

It’s my legacy, my gift and my curse.

(Curse, curse, curse, curse, curse, curse,

Curse, curse, curse, curse, curse, curse)

Hold your head up high, they would kill to see you fail

Evil lurks, in the shadows, just waiting to prevail.

Every sinner has a future, every saint has a past.

Gonna keep the torch burning so the message will last

Like a Phoenix rising up from a pile of burning ashes.

You think you give up no matter how much those haters try to trash us.

I will use my voice like the words from mother f*cking class rooms

Touching hearts, saving lives, warding off the black doom.

Come with me and take my hand,

I’ll lead you to a wonderland.

A world that’s free of hate and lies,

Where beauty lives and evil dies.

Relax your mind and close your eyes

Heaven’s what you visualize.

My wings of gold kill all despair,

Just trust in me and I’ll take you there.

I’ll take you there.

This is my gift and my curse,

Till I’m dead in a hearse

My words will stain this f*cking earth

Until I’m free from this sex lust f*cking berserk

I can’t escape this wicked curse

Like a vamp to the neck,

Like a wolf to the flesh.

I’m cursed, I’m cursed, I’m f*cking dead!

My gift, my gift, the only thing left

I can’t escape this wretched fate

Why do I wear myself down to nothing

Would you let me whittle myself into something

Carving me down to the absolute bitterness

Wipe away the jealousy, I got nothing left

I’m chewing on whats left on my silent tongue

From holding it back, for way too f*cking long

I’ve been playing by the rules, I’ve put myself in the game.

I fear the person I use to be will never be the same.

Come with me and take my hand,

I’ll lead you to a wonderland.

A world that’s free of hate and lies,

Where beauty lives and evil dies.

Relax your mind and close your eyes

Heaven’s what you visualize.

My wings of gold kill all despair,

Just trust in me and I’ll take you there.

I’ll take you there.

This is my gift and my curse,

Till I’m dead in a hearse

My words will stain this f*cking earth

Until I’m free from this sex lust f*cking berserk

I can’t escape this wicked curse

Like a vamp to the neck,

Like a wolf to the flesh.

I’m cursed, I’m cursed, I’m f*cking dead!

My gift, my gift, the only thing left

I can’t escape this wretched fate

It all comes back to you, everything you put me through

It all comes back to you, everything you put me through

You can drag me to hell, you can curse me with spells.

But I’m damned, I’m damned, like an angel that fell

My gift, my gift sent from heaven above

Is meant to save all the fans I love.

This is my gift and my curse,

Till I’m dead in a hearse

My words will stain this f*cking earth

Until I’m free from this sex lust f*cking berserk

I can’t escape this wicked curse

Like a vamp to the neck,

Like a wolf to the flesh.

I’m cursed, I’m cursed, I’m f*cking dead!

My gift, my gift, the only thing left

I can’t escape this wretched fate

You’ll understand when I’m gone.