The Return - Diary of Dreams

I tried to forget you,\nIs it wrong to feel regret?\nBut how naive,\nHow immature…\nI hold nothing against you,\nYou’re free of any doubt.\nMy secret alibi,\nYou’re free of any guilt.\nSometimes it feels like\nThe air in this world\nIs not enough to keep me breathing.\nAnd sometimes it feels like\nI make the same mistakes\nOver and over and over again…\nCan I run from failure?\nCan you shelter me?\nCan you embrace my dying heart?\nAn ocean of doubts burying its hideous legacy,\nA storm awakening,\nA reason without doubt,\nYour ideology torn into pieces…\nOut of the depth arises what was long forgotten.\nKnow that light was made of darkness,\nDays that end are never lost…\nSometimes…\nThe same mistakes\nOver and over and over again…\nAnd sometimes…\nThe air in this world\nIs not enough to keep me breathing…