What's Free Is Yours - Pony Up

So maybe this is what it’s like

To not remember what it’s like

Not having you around

And I don’t believe

You’d be here if you could

But then again

You never said you would

I make up promises you never made

To waste space and time

And make like I’m doing fine

Make like I’m having a fun time

Out of my heart

So I feel nothing

So I can’t get hurt

So I won’t care anymore

I’ll be fine if I never feel a thing again

I’ll be even better I’ll be all the better

Then & only then

Come and take away my want

It doesn’t matter what I want

I hear lobotomies are free these days

I doubt now

Your gestures are sincere

You goddamn piece of shit broken mirror

I don’t know what I want

Or what I’ve got

What’s free is yours

I don’t care if you break my heart