Suicidol - MADMANS ESPRIT

I didn’t ask to be born

But I am terrified to die as much as I am terrified of life

Give me a reason to live

To justify these marks of worthless existence that I glorify

It’s not going to be okay

I am your idol

Your suicidol

I am the one who fills your void

Now, come sing with me

Your ideal

You are suicidal

Nothing would save us from this life

Now, come scream with me

You wanted to love this world

But what’s left is the hatred towards yourself

In fact, you’ve been realizing that there is no meaning

Reenact your death, embrace the emptiness

Open up the gate of flesh, reality is cold and cruel

Is it comforting a little bit in the madness you are drenched in?

It’s not that I adore death

It’s just that I despise life

I still love you

I just could not love myself anymore

It’s not going to be okay

I am your idol

Your suicidol

I am the one who fills your void

Now, come sing with me

Your ideal

You are suicidal

Nothing would save us from this life

Now, come scream with me

The world is full of misery, there’s no hope in sight

You are trying over and over again to pull yourself up a little higher

But you’re only falling lower and lower again

Until you’re completely drained out

I know how you feel, don’t cry anymore

It will all end soon

Because I will die instead of you

It’s not going to be okay

Open up the gate of flesh, your ideal is too far to reach

Is it comforting a little bit in the madness you are drenched in?