So & So - ABSRDST, Mood Killer

I only fuck with people I don’t know

And if you fuck with me I probably don’t

When it comes to fucking, I’m a pro

When it comes to romance, I implode

The truth is I don’t have no self esteem

Memories of you like laser beams

Cutting through the surface of my dreams

So & so still doesn’t fuck with me

Another airplane trip without a friend

Been like this since back in 2010

That always makes me feel so alone

Melting off my face down to my phone

When I land in Cali, it’s the apps

Try to find a top that wants to smash

I know he can’t fix what’s in my mind

At least I got a place to spend the night

My dad, he kicked me out

Called me a slut

And you know what?

He wasn’t wrong

My dick is big

I wear a thong

But I can’t make it through the day

Without remembering the words he said the day he kicked me out

And I’ve been struggling alone since then

It’s probably why

I only fuck with people I don’t know (I don’t know)

And if you fuck with me I probably don’t (No I don’t)

When it comes to fucking, I’m a pro (I'm a pro, yeah)

When it comes to romance, I implode (I implode)

The truth is I don’t have no self esteem (Self-esteem)

Memories of you like laser beams (Pew pew pew!)

Cutting through the surface of my dreams

So & so still doesn’t fuck with me (He don’t love me, no no)

I wasn’t gonna another verse

Some people just think that I’m the worst

Motherfuckers disrespect my name

I guess we all need somebody to blame

My dad, he kicked me out

Called me a slut

And you know what?

He wasn’t wrong

My dick is big

I wear a thong

But I can’t make it through the day

Without remembering the words he said the day he kicked me out

And I’ve been struggling alone since then

It’s probably why

I only fuck with people I don’t know (I don’t know)

And if you fuck with me I probably don’t (No I don’t)

When it comes to fucking, I’m a pro (I'm a pro, yeah)

When it comes to romance, I implode (I implode)

The truth is I don’t have no self esteem (Self-esteem)

Memories of you like laser beams (Pew pew pew!)

Cutting through the surface of my dreams

So & so’s who doesn’t fuck with me (He don’t love me no more)

You don’t love me like I love myself

You can’t help me overcome my hell

Mirror cleaner, help me cast my spell

Give me hell, see me sell

Can’t you tell I’m unwell?

Cuz I’m not trying to keep you off my tail

A clearer conscience is my holy grail

Don’t you know I’m just too big to fail?

My eyes go black but my face turns pale

Leave me on autoplay

Still waiting for a hurricane

Self esteem autopilot game

Big boy, bad boy with no name

Leave me on autoplay

Still waiting for a hurricane

Self esteem autopilot game

Big boy, bad boy with no name