Out The Door - Abstract

Run for cover, I don’t wanna wonder

Scenes play out of you lyin' with another

I’m just jealous of you lyin' to another

Bonded by the trauma, know I’m just a number

Know I had a line that you crossed

Love the only way to kill a boss

Look like you’re a model but I’ve seen your centerfold, yeah

That heart you’ve got inside you is the furthest thing from gold

Waters rush in, I’ve been drownin' in it

Not sure what love is, having trouble with it

Wonder if I ever knew what I was searching for

But everything’s that bad for me has shown up at my door

I give up;

none of this adding up

That body deadly to me, your touch is cancerous

You push me to the edge

Get mad when I erupt

I’m one foot out the door

I’m so done feeling stuck, yeah

I’m done acting like it’s all love

Waitin' on an outcome I ain’t gonna see

I’m done dying on the inside

Watch you crack a smile every time you see me bleed

I can’t be honest with you, yeah

Can’t be honest with you, yeah

Can’t be honest with you, yeah

Can’t be honest with you, yeah

Tell me I’m wrong for feeling that way

Tell me I’m wrong for feeling this pain

Sorry my heart still works and for putting you first

You put me on that pedestal 'til you put me in dirt, yeah