The Helpless Dreams Of An Assassin - Across Five Aprils

You’re what i wanted

But what wanted me?

Money speaks louder than my dreams

Normal life was something I’d seen as tragedy

The future is never what it seems

Common life has come so easily

Money adds so much to normalcy

Better years turned bitter

Why can’t I do what’s right for me?

Turning the page means burning the versus

Of the ones I wrote this with

Certainty has come at such a high price

But it’s the price I pay for peace of mind

But do I mind the peace that comes along and all things aside

Understand these are my dreams

We lived them together for a moment in time

Is this the beginning of the end?

Or the end of the beginning?

Watch it fade away

Watching this thing change

Common life has come so easily

Money adds so much to normalcy

Better years turned bitter

Why can’t I do what’s right for me?