Destructive Tendencies - Advocates

Pull me under but hold me close

I wanna feel the beating of your chest

I am fucking delusional without you!

My concience is slowly eating me alive

I tried to run, tried to hide

How can I let go and leave this all behind

Somethings got to give

Look me dead in the eyes, tell me you can’t feel this too?

My head is a mess, can’t shake this fucking unrest, in the end it was always you

My indecisions have led us to this

A broken home, I’ve got nothing left

Pick me up and piece me together

Quit making a fool out of me

Its time I took what’s mine

And mend all the bridges that I’ve burned in time

What can I do?

My tired bones have always led me to you

You’re to afraid to speak

Im fighting back the urge to say I told you so

It’s like pulling the teeth from my head

Trying to get through to you will fucking kill me in the end.

This house was

once our home

Now all that stands is the fractured remains we walk upon

My conscience is slowly eating me alive

Wide awake I’ve been

Counting days, passing time out of my mind

Will I ever mend

My hollow body, can’t take much more of this pain.

I’m sorry I could never give

you what you need.

You hold the knife, now fucking sever the ties

End it all set us free, then chase what you seek

Suffice to say that I loved you all the same

But you tore my heart out

That’s not to say I never hurt you myself