MISTAKES - Alin

So sick of the nightmares

And the daydreams

How much you getting to not care

You hate me, you’d trade me

You’re flaky, you’re waiting

I could cut it up faster than you, you just say things

But see my eyes bleed

Bite with shark teeth

Work with no sleep

Replicate a star’s heat

I get no cold feet, in my niche

Yeah, you feel some way this shit is getting old

Let the grip go, I’m losing on my hold

Giving up the cold, melting all the snow

I can’t do it anymore I feel too fucking old

And I could feel

But I don’t

I could say I really feel real

But it’s just smoke

And I could feel

But I don’t

I could say I really feel real

But it’s just smoke

Don’t water down your paint

I watered down my ways, shit

I have wasted space

But wise enough to face it

I have wasted days trying to explain it (explain it)

Eyes stained with heart shapes

But it’s just wasted

Gone with the wind, stop the black and white (black and white)

Would see the sky grey sun and no light (no light)

Restless hands, man I go 'til it bites (go 'til it bites)

Don’t got a plan, can’t see from that height (see from that height)

See myself for what it is, reflection glances daggers

First impressions mad, no wonder that I am an actor

Lost myself in the lies, the show, and the stitched mask I’m wearing

Patience wearing, but I’m starting to see what this mirror patient’s wearing

I don’t make ties

Passing through my nine lives

Outside a hive mind

No time for now

Cause I just rewind

See old times

Spit old rhymes

And I say I really feel real

But I don’t

And I say I really want to feel

But I won’t (But I won’t)

I’m holding