Searching For Endings - Alive Like Me

Are you still standing here watching me sink?

The words are filling this room and suffocating me

You can’t keep telling me

What I’m supposed to think

I’ve become so numb to the truth

That I don’t feel a thing

No I don’t feel a thing

And I think I’ve done enough

Pretending for everyone

That I don’t think I’ll have to waste

Another breath it always seems

To be pointless and endlessly

Filling me with doubt

And of all the words you’ve said

I’ve never heard them for myself

When there’s no turning back, no where to run

I keep telling myself

That I’ve been here before

With thoughts I can’t ignore

When there’s no exit

And we’re just searching for endings

We just might get what we want

We just might get what we want

And I don’t know if you can hear me

But I’m feeling so alone

And I don’t know if you’re here with me

I’ve never felt this low

Why have I been searching for things

For things I can’t oblivious

But I still never feel anything

Unless you’re here next to me

Are you still standing here watching me sink?

The words are filling this room and suffocating me

You can’t keep telling me

What I’m supposed to think

I’ve become so numb to the truth

But I’ve been here before

With thoughts I can’t ignore

When there’s no exit

And were just searching for endings

We just might get what we want

We just might get what we want

And I don’t know if you can hear me

But I’m feeling so alone

And I don’t know if you’re here with me

Why can’t I let this go?