Survive - All Get Out

My heart raced through the hall at 3:00

And I can’t sleep at all

So I think about the small detail

Of everything I cannot actually change

You keep me awake

Counting my age

What are you saying?

You’re counting the days

Lines on my face

Why are you staying?

I’m pretty sure that I’m dying

I’m pretty sure that I’m dying

I’m pretty sure that I’m dying

And I’ve never not survived

We’re pretty sure that I’m dying

We’re pretty sure that I’m dying

We’re pretty sure that I’m dying

And I’ve never not survived

My chest pulled tight enough to choke me out of light

I haven’t been outside in weeks

I’m not missing out cause

I’m awake for every inside joke

I’d rather not have known if I could sleep

But you keep me awake

Counting my age

What are you saying?

You’re counting the days

The lines on my face

Why are you staying?

Surely it’s normal but I’m unprepared

As all of my functions are under repair

Showing your colleagues how well you can act

But to breathe in the dark is just too much to ask

I’m pretty sure that I’m dying

It’s everyday

I’m pretty sure that I’m dying

It’s everyday

I’m pretty sure that I’m dying

It’s everyday since I got here

I’m pretty sure that I’m dying

I’m pretty sure that I’m dying

I’m pretty sure that I’m dying

And I’ve never not survived

We’re pretty sure that I’m dying

We’re pretty sure that I’m dying

We’re pretty sure that I’m dying

And I’ve never not survived

You bad fever

You steal all my water

Garden variety

Cancer of the home

Unremarkable demon

Average low light ceiling

Conditional love

Excusable behavior

You bad believer

You turn me into boredom

A quiet lobby

You’re why I work from home