In Your Diary - all:my:faults

To look into your eyes makes me feel

Like I have no luck in my life

It’s the cold in them that makes me afraid

Of the past between us

Once in a lifetime…

How can you stand in front of me

Without any feelings

Without a reaction

Is there nothing left of the past in you

Am I just another entry

In your diary…

It is the hope that keeps me here in this world

It is the hope that makes me loving all of you

It is the hope that keeps me here in this world

It is the hope that makes me hating all of you

The sound of forgotten words is horrid

It breaks the wall I’ve built around myself

The door to my heart is wide open

But it’s gone

All is gone…

How can you sleep beside of me

Without any feelings

Without a reaction

Is there nothing left of the years with me

Are they just another entries

In your diary…

All the feelings we have shared

Where are they?

Your eyes… as cold as ice…

Let me hold your hand

Let me bring you to our promised land

How can you share this world with me?

Is there nothing left but pain for me?