Trying to Survive - Alleviate

Try to run, but it’s always there\nA monster lurking, it’s always aware\nI try to hide, but it won’t let me go\nIt’s a part of me, I’ve always known\nHeart beating so damn fast, try to catch my breath\nMy mind is racing and I’m so consumed by death\nThe panic haunts and it won’t let me be\nTrapped in my own reality\nDark thoughts are clouding all of my moves\nCan’t shake the feeling of being used\nIt’s the weight of the world on my shoulders, I’m burnt\nI can’t shake these fears, they’re just getting worse\nAnxiety, my constant friend\nAlways will be there till the very end\nAnd I feel everything that leaves me frightened\nWhy won’t these feelings let me go?\nI’m trying to survive\nCatching my breath just to feel that I’m alive\nWelcome to my messed up life\nWelcome to my messed up life\nI’m scared of the unknown\nWhat’s waiting for me when I’m alone\nWill I ever be able to break free\nFrom these monsters inside of me\nSet me free\nSet me free\nAnxiety, my constant friend\nAlways will be there till the very end\nAnd I feel everything that leaves me frightened\nWhy won’t these feelings let me go?\nI’m trying to survive\nCatching my breath just to feel that I’m alive\nWelcome to my messed up life\nI’m trying to survive\nCatching my breath just to feel that I’m alive\nWelcome to my life\nTo my fucked up life