#104 - Alpha Wolf

It’s live alone and die

With my heart on the outside

It’s live alone and die

The choice of caskets threw me and left an empty reject

Made from missing mothers

I am now a defect

It’s live alone and die

Quarter life lived, I’m a shell with no inside

Crying out for help but yeah, you don’t realise

Years of pain and torment have you looked in my eyes?

Jump the lonely queue, bones hard to find

Okay you say?

You’ve lost reality this day (no progress)

When there’s nothing left to pretend, I’ve found I’m in love with my depression

I pick myself up off the bathroom floor

Grit my fucking teeth, then put my head through the concrete wall

I pick myself up off the bathroom floor

Grit my fucking teeth, then put my head through the concrete wall

I’m sorry, it’s lonely, spending your time with me

Time flies preincarnated

Theories of gauchais reactions

I’ve got nothing to hold me

Time flies preincarnated

Theories of gauchais reactions

I’ve got nothing to let go

Silence it’s violence

To a man with no vices

I’ve got nothing to let go

Time flies preincarnated

Theories of gauchais reactions

I’ve got nothing to hold me

Let me go

Tilt and grow

Let me go

I’m about to let go

Tilt and grow

Let me go

Tilt and grow

I pick myself up off the bathroom floor

Grit my teeth look me up, I’m, #104

Maybe I should just you know.

Click back, barrel to the head?

Maybe wrap some wire around the neck?

Suicide mosaic, make art with me

God without you I’m so lonely