Paranoid - Alyssa Reid

There’s something in the air

I’m feeling weird, I need some help

Can’t help but look at all my friends

Like they’re becoming someone else

I’m just tryna find the exit

Case I need to take off running

Ain’t it funny how they love you

'Til they pull the fucking gun out?

No one makes it out so

I know there won’t be a witness

I know people who know people

Who’ve been taking care of business

And they always say they love you

But they’re never being honest

We just smile while we bury

All our demons in our closet

I’m not paranoid, I’m just aware

When I need you, you’re never there

Stop tryna convince me that you care

'Cause the truth is that if you did

You would be here, but you’re not here

I’m not paranoid, I’m just aware

When I need you, you’re never there

Stop tryna convince me that you care

'Cause the truth is that if you did

You would be here, but you’re not here

No, I’m not paranoid, I’m just

A little bit confused because you sending different signals

Everybody’s got a side

The truth is hiding in the middle

I don’t know you, you don’t know me

So don’t ask me no more questions

I don’t trust the words you’re saying

I do not know your intentions

I’m not paranoid, I’m just aware

When I need you, you’re never there

Stop tryna convince me that you care

'Cause the truth is that if you did

You would be here, but you’re not here

I’m not paranoid, I’m just aware

When I need you, you’re never there

Stop tryna convince me that you care

'Cause the truth is that if you did

You would be here, but you’re not here

No, I’m not paranoid, I’m just aware

Voices keep telling me that I should leave

Everybody’s watching me, I’m still here

I shouldn’t be

I’m not paranoid, I’m just aware

I’m not paranoid, I’m just aware

When I need you, you’re never there

Stop tryna convince me that you care

'Cause the truth is that if you did

You would be here, but you’re not here

I’m not paranoid, I’m just a-