just a mistake - American Pleasure Club, Teen Suicide

My nose starts to bleed

When I walk inside

I drop my phone

And lie down for a while

On the 405

The driver’s laughing

I close my eyes

To be alone

And convince myself

Of what I hadn’t done

And what I hadn’t felt

I am picked up and thrown

He jolts and breaks

But we see bone through flesh

And know it’s too late

No contracts here

We don’t shake hands

But we know the rules

We understand

Where I never was

And what was never done

Where a soul might have been

A soul never was

I pull you close

This is what I’d have missed

And I can’t say for a second it’s

A mistake, a mistake

A mistake, a mistake

A mistake, a mistake

A mistake, a mistake