How Many Disasters - Angel Olsen

Living out my life as though I knew how it was done

I have sat upon many a hillside in the sun

Same old feelings have their way of coming back around

Makes me wonder why I ever bother leaving town

All that time I was trying to be clever

Didn’t know that I’d be loving you forever

All the years I spent chasing a meaning

How unfair to have a heart that’s still beating

When I can’t just love a moment that’s fleeting

When I can’t just love a moment that’s fleeting

How many disasters will it take to make you smile?

Haven’t seen you laughing at yourself in quite a while

People that you love that never learn how to speak with

Sometimes what you don’t gain, it’s another kind of gift

All that time I was trying to be clever

Didn’t know that I’d be loving you forever

All the years I spent chasing a meaning

How unfair to have a heart that’s still beating

How unfair to have a heart that’s still beating

How unfair to have a heart that’s still beating