Not Today - Annabel Jones

Bottom of the bowl again

Life taking its toll again

Slept away the day

Nothing ever changes

I only ever see you in dark

Meet me here at two again

Tell me that you’re you again

Human and complete

Blood, bones, flesh and weakness

I only ever see you in the dark

You know I tore out the first page

Hating every word that I say

You know I tore out the first page

Turn up later, you’re at my door

Holding flowers that you have bought

Just for me

I can’t smile, not today

Wrapped up in the view again

Living just for you again

Lost all sense of self

Say you did it for your girl

I only ever see you in the dark

Almost found a place to stay and never fell so deep again

Spent your life alone

In the name of love

I only ever see you in the dark

You know I tore out the first page

Hating every word that I say

You know I tore out the first page

Turn up later, you’re at my door

Holding flowers that you have bought

Just for me

Turn up later, you’re at my door

You know I tore out the first page

Hating every word that I say

You know I tore out the first page

You know I tore out the first page

Hating every word that I say

You know I tore out the first page

Turn up later, you’re at my door

Holding flowers that you have bought

Just for me

I can’t smile, not today