Mother Anorexia - Anorexia Nervosa

Inhale your own worst obssession

Forgive me mother

Inhale, forget the one you’re waiting for

The adversary — accusation

The last fall is endless

Await the blade upon your tiny chest

I miss an existence I don’t even know

My addiction

I’ve seen the universe in your eyes

I’ve seen the beauty that never dies

Mother

Mother Anorexia engraves my veins

There’s blood and anger all under my nails

Mother Anorexia, my hope was fake

Mother Sephirah, they never existed

Mother Anorexia

I miss a sacrifice

No weakness, no instinct, no vileness

I’ve seen the angels prostitute

I’ve seen my loss so cute

I’ve seen the universe in your eyes

I’ve seen the beauty that never dies

Mother

I live in fear — I hate myself

Wanna make love with myself

While cutting deep inside my flesh

Shallow’s your own worst deception

Betray me mother

Swallow and kill the one you believe you love

The way to your perfect immolation

The last fall is endless

Await my hand upon your offered breasts

Now your embrace the no one can take, the never, the always

A colder fear…

Poison’s getting closer to me

So pure innocent child

Untouchable, virgin like

Not as dark as I thought it was