Old Love - Antagonist A.D.

I used to see the world in your eyes All its beauty and its pain

And we felt the same

Now I only see the darkness inside

Only sorrow remains

And I drown in the shame

That I feel better for it

Yet I wonder if I should discard this success and share the pain as penance

For every wrong that I’ve done, It’s wrong that you suffer, For I was your lover

If you’re in my heart then you’re in my veins and I didn’t think that’d go away

But something cut so deep and you bled out of me

And she said «I hope you die, I hope you rot in a loveless grave.

Just pain all love forgotten,» and she said, «I hope you choke.»

«You will beg for my forgiveness, you will beg for my sympathy, and I’ll say no.

I’ll say nothing.»

Fuck it’s so damn hard… Fuck it.

I was the blood in your veins you flowed through me one and the same but the

knife cut so deep and you bled out of me.

And I drown in the shame that I feel better for it

For every wrong that I’ve done, it’s wrong that you suffer, For I was your lover

If you’re in my heart then you’re in my veins and I didn’t think that would go

away but something cut so deep and you bled out of me

A house that used to be a home

Now stands empty & the bodies that grew within now walk alone

And she said, «you will wake up one day and realise that everything you hated

was just you reflected and on that discovery self loathing and misery will

drown you unequivocally.»

Go figure.

(Explanation- From my experience love is the worst / best thing you can ever be

lucky enough to share.

It never runs out but sometimes it can breed bitterness

and spite.

People do and say horrible things when they’re hurt and then those

words are stuck with the other forever.

It’s fucking hard.)