Betrayed - Antestor

I am in pain

I am… the cursed one

Life is not what it was meant to be

What I didn’t ask for has now turned my way

Somewhere in a garden it all turned wrong

Things I once believed in have now turned evil

Yet I pray, «Deliver me from evil»

But another spell pulled me away

Will suicide break the ring of curse

Tomorrow I’ll be gone, so don’t look for me

I am lying on my death-bed, with chaos in my mind

My life took more than it gave

Betrayed and deceived I will now pass away

And with the gun in my hand, my questions

Are soon to be answered

Will suicide break the ring of cure…

Satan and god, the thought passes my mind

Heaven and hell, it’s not up to me

If the Christians that I’ve seen

Represent the true God of heaven

Then it’s not a place that I want to be

But if I’m blinded, please open my eyes

And help my now…

Will suicide break the ring of cure

Tomorrow I’ll be gone, then you’ll be all alone