In Solitude - Antestor

Frantic I scream in agony

Of not being able to reach my goals

Wars inside my head

I do my best, I give my all

Still I’m so far away

Trying to keep my hope

I stumble and I fall

As I lay here, waiting for you beside me

To keep me calm

My head held high, my outside unscathed

No one to ask, no one to help

I’m left here all alone

Battle rages all day long

Bitterness seldom comes alone

Fury becoming my strength

And seems to be the only way to survive

All pain that I’ve ever known

I reap only what my past has sown

No secrets are kept from you

As you witness my attempts to ignore

Frantic I scream in agony

Of not being able to reach my goals

Wars inside my head

I do my best, I give my all

Still I’m so far away

Trying to keep my hope

I stumble and I fall

I ask for forgiveness

But my screams are unheard

My claims misunderstood

Ignorance has won

As I lay here

Waiting for You beside me

To keep me calm I feel your spirit

Comforting me and within me

I’m saved through grace