Remnants - Antestor

Stabbed in the back by the most trusted individual leaves

mental scars that time will not heal I will never forget, and

I cannot possibly forgive locked away in the back of my

mind forever it is like a hibernating cancer

Abandoning my name

fleeing from an invisible force

many years have passed

still the daggers are caressing my skin

Breathe, feel, deny, search, find, receive

Animal behavior, these darwinistic thoughts certifies my

human nature forgiving and forgetting can only be done

through divine intervention

Abandoning my name

fleeing from an invisible force

many years have passed

still the daggers are caressing my skin

Breathe, feel, deny, search, find, receive

Doors are closed, I hold the key will they stay like this

for eternity searching for what I don’t want to find a

hibernating cancer hibernating cancer

But I don’t want to forget and therefore

I cannot ever forgive

Gazing at the mirror trying to find small remnants of my

soul which have been left behind during childhood

the memories and the shame.

All that’s left is revenge all that’s real is revenge

Breathe, feel, search, find, receive

Doors open by the touch of my hand hibernating cancer

awakens

Euphoria, redemption

Stabbed in the back by the most trusted individual it

leaves mental scars that only God can heal I will never

forget, and I cannot possibly forgive locked away in the

back of my mind forever it is like a hibernating cancer