Shatter - Antonamasia

I never knew your love was just a love impure, disguised by lust

The bitter thought you led to die would never stay untrue, a lie

Forgiving self to you was less

This child, this time, this life, this mess

When giving up held so much pain

I see the world you’re seeing, I feel the pain your feeling

Never thrown, never owned, never leave me, kill me, heal me

I can’t see past what’s haunting me, scared my eyes refuse to see

Fear it grows and I know, the face that stares through fabled truth won’t show

Falling from a time to be, awaiting stares from you to me

Flinch at every move you make, my trust was never yours to take

The wasted time you spent with me

My only childhood memories

Stained with blood my scars won’t lie

Within my soul.

Within my mind

I see the world you’re seeing, I feel the pain your feeling

Never thrown, never owned, never leave me, kill me, heal me

I can’t see past what’s haunting me, scared my eyes refuse to see

Fear it grows and I know, the face that stares through fabled truth

Your jaded eyes, inside my mind

You seem to think you’re overreacting

I’m seeking attention you don’t know a thing about me

Hate to compare your care with abuse

Emotions defused, let me see if you can judge me

I see the world you’re seeing, I feel the pain your feeling

Never thrown, never owned, enver leave my, kill me, heal me

I can’t see past what’s haunting me, scared my eyes refuse to see

Fear it grows and I know, the face that stares through fabled truth won’t show