Sonnet #4 - Any Other

I’m about to puke

You can smell signs of my blues on my skin

Like mud his smell

Covering me, leaving me with no air

Please, come and replace

His smell with your smell

Clean the marks on my body

And scrape off the darkness

You’ll see in my eyes

Taking your eyes off

You’ll think of the problems

You thought you had solved

Past just comes, don’t go

Your presence reminds me

Of something I’ve lost

Like a bird in a cage

A swan without wings

No more white, colored grey

I won’t sleep anymore

With somebody whose

I don’t want the smell on

Where the hell have you been?

You should have taken me away from that idiot

I’ve been crying for months

I wonder how Christmas would be with you

I find myself at recollecting memories I’ve collected with you

When I was fifteen and you were nineteen

I want to sleep with you until winter comes

And then wait for springtime

And then wait for winter again and again

When I see you shivers run on my spine

Why do you never step forward?

Why do you?

Please, come and please, do something

I’ve loved you for years

And I’ve spent my best years loving you

Do something, please

I wrote best songs and I wrote them for you

Where the hell have you been?

But now you’re here and I feel comfortable

Where the hell have you been?

But now you’re here and I feel comfortable

But now you’re here and I feel comfortable

But now you’re here and I feel comfortable