I Dedicate This to You - Apathy

I dedicate this to you for believing in me

I dedicate this to you

I dedicate this to you for believing in me

I dedicate this to you

Back in ‘97 had a fucked up year

Weighed a buck-eighty wet and had fucked up gear

Drove a blue Buick Century filled with cassettes

I was broke as shit, more bills than checks

I met you at the mall and you was working with Claire

It’s kinda crazy cause you wasn’t even supposed to be there

I remember it all, that was 14 years

Then we stayed together 5 then the moment I feared

Now here comes the tears, here comes the hell

Here’s the part of the story that’s still hard to tell

When we had to split cause you had to grow

And I didn’t understand, it just crushed my soul

You moved away, I toured the world

Year after year still missed my girl

You dated some dude, I swore to God it was a wrap

I thought you’d get married and I’d never get you back

Even when I had a chick I would tell you I loved you

Calling late at night and getting you in trouble

Then things fell through with your man like a part of some plan

That got me stacking dough to put a wedding band on your hand yeah

Always cry when you tell me that you’d be going back on the road again

Tears in my eyes tell me that you’re the man some day I’ll be marrying

I dedicate this to you for believing in me

I dedicate this to you

Dear Us, if anything should ever go wrong

Just remember all the reasons why I wrote this song

When I hit rock bottom almost lost my mind

You were right by my side telling me I’ll be fine

When my own group tried to treat me like Syd Barrett

You got me cleaned up, when we stayed with your parents

And you always came back with the physics of a boomerang

I guess the human heart’s smarter than the human brain

When we were young I turned you into a freak

Having Cape Cod sex seven days of the week

From the Ocean Mist shows you were there from the start

You’re like the left ventricle, the biggest piece of my heart

Kept your old love letters and them naked pics

Even when I dated other chicks they wasn’t shit

Fantasizing about fucking you and used to pretend

But now I got you back, I’ll never lose you again, you said

Always cry when you tell me that you’d be going back on the road again

Tears in my eyes tell me that you’re the man some day I’ll be marrying

I dedicate this to you for believing in me

I dedicate this to you