Turn Back to Me - As It Is

My memories are still

So bright, but I keep the curtains drawn

I’ve never been like this

Or am I just romanticising a person that’s gone?

I can only take so much before I spill my guts

But I’m terrified of letting you see what I’m thinking

But you left before I could

And if I could too, I would

Cause my mind’s a frightening, and lonely place I can’t escape at night

You dreamt yourself away

And time made your dreams come true

I hoped that you would stay

But miles mean nothing to you

Turn back to me

It’s all my fault, and I know it

Turn back to me

It’s all my fault, and I know it

I know that I deserve to be alone

I wrote myself out of your story

And I know I made it seem like I never cared at all,

But I swear I was always trying,

And, oh, God, did I try!

This was hard when you were still around

You were still around

How am I meant to survive this now?

Survive this now

I’m so disappointed in who I chose to be

Who I chose to be

I’ve been having nightmares that follow me until I fall asleep

You dreamt yourself away

And time made your dreams come true

I hoped that you would stay

But miles mean nothing to you

Turn back to me

It’s all my fault, and I know it

Turn back to me

It’s all my fault, and I know it

It’s all my fault, and I know it

It’s all my fault, and I know it

And, oh, God, did I try

It’s all my fault, and I know it

And, oh, God, did I try

It’s all my fault, and I know it

And, oh, God, did it try

It’s all my fault, and I know it

And, oh, God, did it try

It’s all my fault, and I know it