Ritual - Ash

she

walking out on you again

fighting with

demons that i can’t contain

walking on

but i want to turn and run

through the empty streets

that through the mist and your new dawn light

feel so lost

can’t take back all the pain and the damage i’ve caused

i’m not talking

i bury it within

until it turns into a hell in my head

hell in my head

in a solid panic i supress

vulnerable

emotions that i can’t express

so open up

why do i feel so insecure

irrational

of the only thing i’m sure of

so i know

trying to fit in this place but i just don’t fit, no

i’m not talking

i bury it within

until it turns into a hell in my head

a hell in my head

i’m not talking

i’m not talking

i bury it within

until it turns into a hell in my head

a hell in my head

i’m not breathing

i got to hold it in

until i breath to leave this hell in my head

this hell in my head

so take these (?)

and stay in my place

take these (?)

and in its place

forget my past

forget your doubts

take these words

and let them out