be my date for the end of the world - Astrus*

Lately, I been stuck in the crowd, I mean

Lately, I been up, going down I mean

Lately, I been so fucking lost

Running through this chaos, but I can’t feel the ground, like come on

When the fuck am I gonna stop pretending?

And tell me when you get my message, I don’t think it’s sending

And everybody told me that this pain was temporary, but

Everywhere I go, it’s the only thing I carry

Now my heart change 'cause I spent it on the bottle

I swear the moon talking back, see it when it wobbles

Momma, I’m okay 'cause I know you always worry

I’m missing family time 'cause I in such a hurry

Stumble in the bar or the bank or the club

Had a lotta bitches but they running off

I thought I found love but it was just

And I’m sick of her shit, you can tell her that I’m done, like

Baby, come pick me out of this crowd, huh

Save me from touching the ground, see

We’re in a snow globe and we’re watching it swirl

I’m just tryna find a date for the end of the world, okay

Baby, come pick me out of this crowd, huh

Save me from touching the ground, see

We’re in a snow globe and we’re watching it swirl

I’m just tryna find a date for the end of the world, okay

Before you love me you should write it and recheck it

'Cause sometimes love is stupid and it can be so reckless

But I can make you laugh, I won’t promise awesome breakfast

She went and made a wish when she looked up at my necklace, see

I been in love since the day that I met you

You can put your trust in me, girl, I will protect you

I know you did some things but I swear I’ll forgive you

'Cause honestly I felt the most alive when I was with you

Now I self-care with bitches and alcohol

I’m going crazy, you my feelings on these walls

And baby, you’re a light, I swear you make me feel special

But I go and fuck it up when I’m acting sentimental

Stumble in the bar, the bank, or the club

Had a lotta bitches but they weren’t enough

And I thought I found love but it was just a cup

I’m sick of her shit, you can tell her that I’m done, like

Baby, come pick me out of this crowd, huh

Save me from touching the ground, see

We’re in a snow globe and we’re watching it swirl

I’m just tryna find a date for the end of the world, okay

Baby, come pick me out of this crowd, huh

Save me from touching the ground, see

We’re in a snow globe and we’re watching it swirl

I’m just tryna find a date for the end of the world, okay

Baby, come pick me out of this crowd, huh

Save me from touching the ground, see

We’re in a snow globe and we’re watching it swirl

I’m just tryna find a date for the end of the world, okay

You’re special, pick you out of a crowd, yeah

Save you from touching the ground, see

We’re in a snow globe and we’re watching it swirl

I swear you’re my date for the end of the world, okay