Heavy on My Mind - Avec

You keep running away, changing time and space

Until you realize, that’s just not the way

It’s creeping through these walls, staring into your soul

It’s not giving up until you let it go

It feels like sand, all over your skin

Don’t you try to wash away, try to face within

At times I’m just so scared of everything surrounding me

And I know it might sound weird, but that’s just how I feel

I’m far away from normal in so many ways

But who the hell is normal anyway?

'Cause it’s all so heavy

It’s heavy on my mind

And I’m tired of waiting, wasting my time

You’re lifting me up, taking me higher, holding me tight

When it’s still so heavy

Heavy on my mind

I almost lost my way in all these strange places

And I don’t feel okay with all these new faces

Darkness feels like home, still, I don’t know what’s going on

'Cause it keeps coming back, when it keeps coming down

I’m far away from normal in so many ways

But who the hell is normal anyway?

'Cause it’s all so heavy

It’s heavy on my mind

And I’m tired of waiting, wasting my time

You’re lifting me up, taking me higher, holding me tight

When it’s still so heavy

Heavy on my mind

(Still so heavy, so heavy, heavy on my mind, still so heavy, so heavy)

Don’t let fear control you, don’t let it all control you

Don’t let fear control you, don’t let it all control you

'Cause it’s all so heavy

It’s heavy on my mind

And I’m tired of waiting, wasting my time

You’re lifting me up, taking me higher, holding me tight (holding me tight)

When it’s still so heavy

Heavy on my mind

(Still so heavy, so heavy, heavy on my mind, still so heavy, so heavy)

Don’t let (don't let) fear control you, don’t let it all control you

Don’t let (don't let) fear control you, don’t let it all control you

(Still so heavy, so heavy, heavy on my mind, still so heavy, so heavy)

(Heavy on my mind)

(Still so heavy, so heavy, still so heavy, so heavy)

(Still so heavy, so heavy, still so heavy, so heavy)

(Still so heavy, so heavy, still so heavy, so heavy)

(Still so heavy, so heavy, still so heavy, so heavy)

(Lift me higher)

(Still so heavy, so heavy, heavy on my mind, still so heavy, so heavy)