Not Welcome Anymore - Averix

Got my hands in my pockets

‘Cause I can’t stand the sight of them

All they do is remind me

Of the things I’ve done and the places I’ve been

There’s nothing left on the inside

And I feel like my soul has died

No one understands it

I’m the only one to carry that burden

‘Cause I’ve been fighting this for so long

Is this where I’m supposed to be

I guess that I was wrong

‘Cause now it’s so hard to see

Is this the place that I can call home

My mind is at war

Is this the place where I belong

Or am I not welcome anymore

But you don’t have to turn your back on me

It’s not worth it, it’s not worth it

Please don’t make me leave

Is there any other way

Or do you just enjoy

Watching me bleed

Watching me bleed

How many backstabs will it take before I learn

I was standing by the fire

But I never thought that I’d get burned

There is no exception

You can forget about perfection

And that should be a lesson

This is a part of all our flesh n' blood

I’ve been fighting this for so long

Is this where I’m supposed to be

I guess that I was wrong

Because now I can’t even breathe

So if you’re ever thinking about me

Remember the pressures around me

And recall all the battles I got caught in

And how no one even tried to help

I’ve been fighting this for so long

But now I’ve learned the truth

I just don’t belong here

And you’ve given me the proof I needed

The proof I needed

The proof I needed