Heaven Knows - Aviators

I’ve been surviving since the day you left our home

I’ve never blamed you but at times I feel alone

This lonely bad dream

Isn’t a nightmare

You made me stronger

You helped me get here

And I’m moving on beyond the memories

But I could never fall apart

I’m stronger with a broken heart

And I guess I don’t mind being alone anyway

But now we’re down here missing you

I’m surrounded by all but two

Heaven knows it hurts a little more every day

I know the world is just a cruel place to be

But a lifetime later you still feel so close to me

I’m not soldier

But I’m a fighter

With every whisper

My burden’s lighter

But it’ll never disappear

Without you I’m feeling lost

I know you’re gone, so what’s the cost

Of feeling whole again somehow

It’s all to much to figure out

Did it leave scar when you ripped away

My longing burden I can’t explain

Did you make me bleed when fate cut you out

You left me here in a cage of doubt