Strung Out - Bailer

They won’t ever know

The things I tell myself

I keep it buried deep

I know it doesn’t help

Tell yourself it will see light some other day

The pain don’t ever fade

It keeps you so afraid

Trapped inside

Doing everything I can to reach out

But you can’t see me

You don’t hear me

The crutch I hold onto I can’t do without

So concealing

You know the feeling?

I’ve been searching for the meaning in my life

I’ve been playing on the edge of a knife

I’ve been trying to stop myself from turning out these lights

I don’t want your pity

I just want you to see m

I’ve been void of feeling

I’m forever draming

They won’t ever know

The things I tell myself

Keep it buried deep

But that don’t ever help

I think the best of you

Though I don’t show it

I try my best

But you won’t ever know it

I’m trapped inside

Doing everything I can to reach out

On the surface, it’s so misleading

This shit I hold onto is killing me, no doubt

No time for healing

You know the feeling?

I’ve been searching for the meaning in my life

I’ve been playing on the edge of a knife

I’ve been trying to stop myself from turning out these lights

I don’t want your pity

I just want you to see me

I’ve been void of feeling

I’m forever dreaming

Of a better life

Forever dreaming

Of a better life

One that has meaning

No more sleepless nights

Forever dreaming

Of a better life

No more feeling

Like I can’t put up a fight

They won’t ever know

They won’t ever know

I keep digging my own grave

I keep digging my own grave

I keep digging my own grave

I keep digging my own grave

I keep digging my own grave

They won’t ever know

The things I tell myself

Too deep, I know I’m far from help

They won’t ever know

The things I tell myself

Too deep, I know I’m far from help

They won’t ever know

The things I tell myself

Too deep, I know I’m far from help