Mirror to Mirror - Banoffee

I awake to see the face that I’ve known for too long\nCover mirror to mirror I black out the reflections\nRepulsing at the face that haunts me\nLay me down in the grass where no one can see\nFor no one due the pain of looking at me\nI can feel the earths rotation\nBut my mind is on it’s own orbit\nI aspire to be something from a mythology\nMaybe if I came out of a page\nThey wouldn’t care how I behave\nI avoid every river and lake I see\nFor if narcissus only saw beauty in thee\nI commend the adoration\nFor who could blame death of a passion?\nLay me down in the grass where no one can see\nFor no one due the pain of looking at me\nI can feel the earths rotation\nBut my mind is on it’s own orbit\nIt’s not like I didn’t cry out for help\nNo answers I reached out so much I couldn’t count\nAll through the lies I saw your eyes and I would never get out\nYou saw the pain and walked away\nKnowing I’d follow\nIt’s not like I didn’t cry out for help\n(If I knew)\nNo answers I reached out so much I couldn’t count\n(I would have carried you)\nAll through the lies I saw your eyes and I would never get out\n(All through the lies)\nYou saw the pain and walked away knowing I’d follow\n(It was to shield you)\nI didn’t want to read your mind\nJust love you until the end of time\nBut grey skies always carried us\nTo the worst place