The Despot - Barrier

Hope is a lost cause

My faith isn’t real

I’ve lost sight in anything

I once held close to fear

My minds a mess

And this pain in my chest is killing me

I hate that I can’t feel security in anything

And when it comes to me

It’s ripped out again

I live for you

Not for me or for my passions

I’ve tried to make a change

But the world is taking all my chances

It’s taking my courage

It’s taking my pride

My solid ground is now dirt

That’s been swept to the side

This isn’t me

My path was straight

But you came in my life

And had it your way

You said «Fuck your passion

Fuck your skill

You live like me now

Forget you ever had free will»

You’ll never get what you’ve caused

The shit that fills my mind

You took my world

You took my fucking world

So sick of meeting your every demands

My body knows what it should do, what it should do

But I’m so use to this everyday struggle

This everyday struggle

This every day struggle to please you

This isn’t me