Reconfessions - Beggars

Remembering the time when I made you cry

And you blamed the winter rain.

Remembering the plane that took me once away

When leaving was a sin

Remembering the lie that’s burning in my mind

Since the day I was a kid

Remembering the truth that flashed back

My youth about «not give in»

Thought I’ve lost you once again

I’m still counting on a friend

Thought I’ve lost you once before

Everytime I wanted more

Feeling like a train on a tricky rail

Unwilling to go back

Fighting my own way every single day

Looking for some luck

Hope that I can stay sober and obey

A warm cleaning bath

Then I’ll find the way, I’ll wash it all away

Whatever holds me back

Thought I’ve lost you once again

I’m still counting on a friend

Thought I’ve lost you once before

Everytime I wanted more