Compelling Derangement - Beheaded

Impassively waiting as life painfully takes its toll

A narrow path of existence I behold with remorse

Compelled in derangement preordained living hell

Ceaseless tribulation in defeat I shall dwell

Self-possessed in absolute consternation

Pensive slights divulge scenes of aberration

Dismembered dreams from a bludgeoned past

Taunting last fragments of inherent lust

Burden of life I can no longer sustain

Can’t overcome this unbearable mental strain

Emerging from this deviant form of slumber

Unable to fit the mould that pushed me under

Impregnated sense of guilt pursues me

Disturbed I fall in the bizarre grips of destiny

Bestiality originating within an ill fed mind

Banish the feeble beliefs encrusted in time

A single murmur unleashed my ominous desires

Watching their faces infatuated in blazing fire

Melodic lines of agonising bodies echo restlessly

Saturating my necrotic crave for pure insanity

Drenched with ideologies I long to find

The lost path pursued by the mentally blind

The merge of a new art — dawn of creation

Projects my inner self into the astral dimension

Self-possessed in absolute consternation

Pensive sights divulge scenes of aberration

Dismembered dreams from a bludgeoned past

Taunting last fragments of inherent lust

Burden of life I can no longer sustain

Can’t overcome this unbearable mental strain

Emerging from this deviant form of slumber

Unable to fit the mould that pushed me under

Drenched with ideologies I long to find

The lost path pursued by the mentally blind

The merge of a new art — dawn of creation

Projects my inner self into the astral dimension