Dear G-D - Being As An Ocean

As I pen these things, it might literally be all I have: ink on paper

Does any of this matter?

Then I’m reminded of what I’ve seen

The places I love and the people I’ve been

Only love could have brought me to this place

Holding in me a joyful heart, while spit covers my face

I’ve come to forgive those, who’ve wronged me

Knowing that they’ve helped make me, into

Exactly who you intended me to be

I’m trying my best, to be a better man

Despite all my fears, I really am

I’m trying my best, I’m trying my best

To be a better man

Despite all my fears, I really am

I write these things to remind myself

That amidst this darkness

There still remains light, hope, and a perfect plan

For the first time in my life I am, writing for the sake of writing

Living for the sake of living

Loving for the sake of loving

And I’ll live

So you can call this sort of life, a hopeless endeavour

That this tiny vessel could ever endure such violent weather

Call it pointless, I’ll continue to carry out Grace nonetheless

I will scream it 'til my face is blue

There is a point to all of this, and it’s always been you