Numb - Benjamin Francis Leftwich

I numb out all the time, all the time

I get, get scared of the true colors of the past

So I hide and deny how long this has gone on

Putting anything to pieces

Then forgetting about it all

Still numb out all the time, all the time

You know that I wanna feel the rain when it hits me

Wanna see with a clearer view

I numb out all the time, all the time

I’m sleeping in the day every day again

Too safe in my old ways

Looking for the right time to change

I can start over with so much to show for me

Pulling anyone to pieces

Then singing about it all

Still numb out all the time, all the time

You know that I wanna feel the rain when it hits me

Wanna see with a clearer view

I numb out all the time, all the time

You know that I wanna feel the wave when it hits me

Wanna look into the blue

I numb out all the time, all the time

I’m still standing as the history fades

It shows I’ve been wrong before

I’m just looking at the mess that we make, oh