wish you were gay - Billie Eilish

Baby, I don't feel so good

Six words you never understood

I'll never let you go

Five words you never say

I laugh alone like nothing's wrong

Four days has never felt so long

If three's a crowd and two was us

One slipped away

I just wanna make you feel okay

But all you do is look the other way

I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay

I just kinda wish you were gay

Is there a reason we're not through?

Is there a twelve step just for you?

Our conversation's all in blue

Eleven heys (hey, hey, hey, hey)

Ten fingers tearing out my hair

Nine times you never made it there

I ate alone at seven, you were six minutes away

How am I supposed to make you feel okay

When all you do is walk the other way?

I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay

I just kinda wish you were gay

To spare my pride

To give your lack of interest an explanation

Don't say, I'm not your type

Just say that I'm not your preferred sexual orientation

I'm so selfish

But you make me feel helpless, yeah

And I can't stand another day

Stand another day

I just wanna make you feel okay

But all you do is look the other way

I can't tell you how much I wish I didn't wanna stay

I just kinda wish you were gay

I just kinda wish you were gay

I just kinda wish you were gay