I'm Not Laughing Anymore - Bird York

Got nothin to write

Just tryin to liven up this day

Been servin my time

And starting to wisen up to my mistake

With chains and bars around me, he goes free out there

It’s so funny, I’m not laughing anymore

It’s so funny, I’m not laughing, I’m not laughing anymore

Been workin the line

Must’ve ironed ninety shirts today

My hands are on fire

Small price to pay for taking a man’s life away

He used to write and tell me how he’d wait for me It’s so funny, I’m not laughing anymore

It’s so funny, I’m not laughing, I’m not laughing anymore

Told me I was special

Made me feel like I was someone

Anything to please him

Anything to keep him

That’s why I’m here and he’s gone

Missed having a child

I’m spending my life in hell’s hotel

Been talking to God

And healing this gaping hole I call my soul

It’s so funny, I’m not laughing, I’m not laughing anymore