sometimes i want 2 die - blackbear

I was a fiend for the coke

Sniffin' dreams up my nose

But I’m off that now

I was a liar and a thief

Had opinions and beliefs

But I’m off that now

I was a lover and a friend

Never worried 'bout the ends

But I’m off that shit right now

I was in love, I was in lust

I was a lover you could trust

But I’m off that shit right now

I was the one to tell the truth

Keep it real and disapprove

But I’m off that now

I was a slave to the lean

Couldn’t feel, couldn’t see

But I’m off that shit right now

Sometimes I wanna die

I don’t care if it’s sad, I want to die

Take all my money out the ATM and start a little bonfire

Let it burn, let it burn, let it burn all night

And if I die before I wake

I pray the Lord my soul to take

Let it burn, let it burn, let it burn, let it burn all night

And if I die before I wake up

I pray to God there’s whiskey and a chaser