Ruins - Body Void

I am

In Ruins

Drifting

In Darkness

Like candles in the distance

Gone

Forever

Floating on the black

Expanse

Universe is fragments

Pulled apart forever

Lost to

The cosmic

abyss

Lift up

the sky

Fall to earth

Have to close my eyes

To expel the hurt

Awake I suffer

Asleep I’m dead

Nothing left to live for

Wish I was gone

I’m where I don’t belong

This body

I’m where I don’t belong

This mind

Devoid of my being

I’m where I don’t belong

This earth

Born

Abandoned

Rot

Consumed

Gone

Forged

Poisoned

Lost

Empty eyes

Gone

Devastation

Wash it away

The trauma of birth

Desolation

Internalize the

Promise of death

Can’t keep

Going

No more

Can’t go

Keep

Holding on

There is

Nothing for

Me

Can’t keep

Going

No more

There is

Nothing for

Me

There is

Nothing

left of me

except for ruins

Buried beneath all the lies

Is a spark of truth and a glimpse of the sky

All your worth

Is based on lies

I’m buried beneath it

Can’t find truth, so I drown myself inside