My Body in Bloom - Boundaries

And once cut, you will be free from dirt, but you will not be clean

And you will be free from soil, but you will remain soiled

Soiled in a way that water cannot wash, and cut in a way that cannot heal

This is who you are now, forever

I’m my own disappointment

Somewhere between where and I am and where I need to be

Nothing will ever be good enough, turn all that I love to ashes and dust

Don’t want to be remembered

Let me live and die in isolation as nature intended

My body in bloom

What the fuck do I do

When I’ve achieved nothing and feel like I’m outliving my use

Ticking clock on my life and youth

Prisoner to all my expectations and all that I’ve gone through

It is what it is, I’m not special just fucking different

And all my emotions are too inconsistent

This is who I am

This is what I’ve grown into

Underneath my skins is running out of room

My body in bloom