If Only - BRIDGE

Yeah, yeah yeah

Ooh, yeah

If only

If the sun and moon were aligned

And they both crashed to the stars

If you weren’t so far behind

You have a gun aimed at my heart

I can not fall victim to my rage

Feeling like a slave I do not reach out

I may never fucking see a stage

Hopping off this plane if I feel compelled up

Oh if only you’ve known

(If only) I’ve been having battles with myself

Thoughts underseas let em drift away

I’ve been screaming yelling up to God

Throw the kid a book let me flip the page

I can not expect to walk this road

Damage to my soul leaving behold

I don’t want to feel this world anymore

All my life, all my life they counted me out

All my life, all my life whose doubting me now

All my life, all my life they counted me out

If I would’ve known, known what I know now

If only I knew

Know now

If I could go back and do it all

I wouldn’t change a thing

I would double up

How can you keep talking while you fall

You get double crossed, we just double up

So I’m not really hearing what you say

Pain has never got me anywhere anyway

All I really think about is this

Try to box me in

Put that thing away

All my life, all my life they counted me out

All my life, all my life whose doubting me now

All my life, all my life they counted me out

If I would’ve known, known what I know now

If only I knew

Know now