Find Me 2 - Buddy

When I close my eyes, then I free myself

No matter where I’m at, I just be myself

I can’t see myself, I can’t see myself

I can’t see myself, I can’t see myself

Yeah, shit

First I break it down, then I roll it up, yeah

Then I light it up, now I’m smokin' again

Take a little puff, then I breathe it all, in (shit)

Pray father forgive, everyday I’m sinnin

Take it to the end, this just the beginnin'

Yeah

Shit I haven’t seen yet

Shit, I can’t see myself yet

you nigga yet

Shit

Get some for my city, yeah

Holla if ya hear me, yeah

Sing

Yo

If it wasn’t for my reflection, I would be forever guessin'

Swear I got a billion questions

The essence of adolescence is purity

The homie told me «sacrifices come wit' maturity»

And it’s clear to me now

Rest in peace to those not here wit' me now

If my granny saw this day, would shed a tear for me now

If my uncle saw this day, would come and give me a pound

Like «damn nephew, you really did that shit, wow»

Take a look around, I’m comin' from a town that most people don’t make it out

Shit that I think about, the people I hang around

The things that I’ve seen that influenced me since a little child

It’s trippin' me out

I mean, who can I be?

Other than me (nobody)

Shit, what would I do if I was you?

(no clue)

Man, where’d I come from?

Where do I go?

Mirror, mirror on the wall, let a nigga know

Cause

I can’t see myself, I can’t see myself

When I close my eyes, then I free myself

No matter where I’m at, I just be myself yeah, yeah

(Come find me) I can’t see myself, I can’t see myself

When I’m all alone (I just wanna feel loved)

I don’t need no help, I believe myself (yeah)

Smokin' and drinkin' all by myself

Hopin' and wishin' I find myself (come find me)

Lord willin' we won’t die tonight, we gon' fly tonight

Yeah

Okay I’m sittin' here, tryin' think of the exact words for me to explain to you

That it is what it is and that’s what it’s gon' be

Ain’t no changin' me (nope)

Ain’t no maybes and no probablys, I gotta be (myself)

That’s what it has to be, I’m happily, gladly, gradually

Changin' reality for my family

They proud of me

Could’ve, never imagined or fathomed things that had happend

The good, the bad, and the tragic

The happy moments, the sad ones, the classics

My first time in Miami

Pharrell had me out on Collins Ave

The studio rappin'

The last nigga signed to Star Trek, might get that shit tatted

And then we shriveled up the contract, and still keep in contact

We beyond all that bullshit and that nonsense

And besides that

I ain’t gettin' that time back

Niggas know where my heart’s at

I just gotta move on, shit

Gotta get my own, shit

So I pray with all my might

I walk by faith, and not by sight

Because

I can’t see myself, I can’t see myself, yeah

I can’t see myself, I can’t see myself

When I close my eyes, then I free myself